Ready, set, go!

The car is full and I am fully packed for college. I can't believe this day has came so fast, I feel like I just started high school last year. I'm so excited but so afraid at the same time. I don't know how to feel really. What am I going to do? What am I going to say? What am I going to wear? All of those things ran through my head as we pulled out of the driveway to start our adventure to Utah. Should I be the person I was in Washington? Or should I change? What kind of changes do I need to make? And what kind of a person do I need to be to succeed? I didn't know these answers, that frustrated me. What was I to do? It's my first night in my apartment, my roommates are great girls. It seems like it's going to be a great time. But I can't help but wonder why I am here. Not why I'm on this earth, but why I am I going to LDSBC at this time in my life? Why am I living here of all the places? Why? Why? Why?