What am I doing? I don't know!

In the past few months I've gone from wanting to come home forever and never coming back to Utah, to coming back as soon as possible, to now not knowing when I want to come back or if I even do. I don't have the motivation or the want to be in Utah right now and I don't think that's going to change in just one semester off of schooling here. I don't know what I want, but I'm just trying to figure out what will be best for me and what will be the best decision for my life. So I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know how long I'll be back in Washington. All I know is that HOME is the place for me right now. Being around those who love me and in a more familiar place is where I NEED to be right now.